Family of 4

2011-06-26T15:12:00.000-07:00

POOR BABY

My little man got his tonsils and adenoids taken out plus they removed an ear tube that was stuck. He isnt feeling well and it breaks my heart! Daddy is taking off mon/tues to be with him and I am hoping to be able to take the rest of the week off w/ him. I just hate seeing him feel so yucking. he isnt eating and trying to keep fluids in him seems to be an impossible task! he is also running a fever, which isnt making me happy, especially if you know his history of febrile seziures! UHHHH, if you can send some prayers his way i would soooo appreciate them!

2011-06-26T15:04:00.000-07:00

BIG NEWS.....

I have lost 60 pounds since the last time i posted! sorry for sucking at my blog, but life has kept me super busy! But i had to share the news. It took alot of hard work and dedication,, and support from my family! i feel like a new person, i run and work out and am loving the energy and of course the new body that comes w/ it!

2011-01-12T10:50:00.000-08:00

A NEW ME.... FOR 2011

So its been way to long, and I wish I had tons of pictures to post. All has been well. I have been working really hard on myself and getting back to the good ol' Robin. I have lost 30 pounds and working on my last 20 as we speak! I am so proud of myself. As a mom, making time for ME is almost impossible! But I know, If I don't take care of ME first, then I am NO good for my children or my husband. I enjoy working out and seeing results! I have more energy, I like myself more, and well I am just so proud of ME for sticking with it and continuing to stick with it! Yeah me! I will need to post some before and after pictures. Above are some shots we took on our "Santa" train ride before Christmas. Maybe you can tell in my face.... I sure can!

2010-08-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

WORDLESS FRIDAY....

2010-04-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

Willie's Famous!!

Willie was on the front page of the metro section in the Washington Post yesterday. We went to our traditional Easter Sunrise Service in Arlington National Cemetery. Get a look of how sweet my baby boy looks. Sorry I couldn't make this bigger! He is the sweet man marching at the bottom of the paper! My mom is in the background holding her redskin seat cushion. Go skins!

2010-03-24T11:38:00.000-07:00

I left a piece of me in TEXAS!

I went to Austin Texas for work. Not to bad of a deal too. Work paid to fly me to Texas, I worked three days, and my dear friend picked me up hung out with her for 4 fun filled days. I finally got to see Ryan and Sarah. The last time we had seen each other was for Willies baptism, which they became Willie Godparents!

I swear, it was like no time had past. We picked up right where we left off. We are more than friends, we truly are family. Our relationship is so easy, so awesome. Will and I are better people for knowing the Thornton's!

Sarah had a mission, " To make me fall in love with Texas, so I'd move there!" We shopped till I about dropped. Which is so fun to do with out your kids mind you! I saw two real movies. By real I mean NOT a kid movie! I ate and ate and ate! The rule was to have Mexican at least once a day! We did not break that rule. I loved everywhere we ate! The first night we ate at Babes. I had the best smoked chicken of my life there! You Texans sure know how to cook. Of course the best part was being able to see Hadley, Sarah's super cute niece. It was also great to see Brad and Kendel. I tried to steel her my last night in town, but mom and dad wouldn't have it. I tell you , you cant help but fall in love her Hadley. She has such a sweet personality and is so super adorable!

OK,,, back to food...The last night I was there we ate at JR's ( i think that was the name) I asked for a menu and they were like " we don't have one". You should have seen my face! You could either have chicken/cheese enchiladas or fajitas. I got the enchiladas, which rocked! And of course I HAD to eat some of Sarah's fajitas. DAMN they were YUMMMMMY. So needless to say, Sarah, you were always RIGHT. Texas has the best Mexican food! You dont know what your missin.... but now that I know... I am dying for more!

We meet up with Sarah's best friend, Brittney and her ADORABLE some Quinn. I've heard so much about them I feel like Brittney is my friend. We did meet before when she visited Sarah in NC. She got to meet Jackie Rose when she was just a wee little one! It was great to meet Quinn. He was cuter than I could imagine. Very sweet loving little man! Of course Brittney was super cute too. You Texans... you got all out w/ being so stinkin' trendy w/ your cloths , your houses,, and your so stinking crafty... I know I'm a hater.. really just jealous! We had great Mexican and just an awesome time catching up. Brittney is pregnant with her second child, aka NASH, and she is lookin' super cute!

I had a blast. I got to see where Sarah works, lives, shops. I have to mention I FINALLY went to a HOBBY LOBBY. for years and years I have heard of this store from Sarah . I've read it about it on her blog and Brittney's blog. It was a MUST see for me. It lived up to my expectations. You can decorate your entire house with items from that store. I am a proud owner of a clock from there. I felt I needed to buy something from there to say I too have been there and done that!

I think my favorite day was Friday, when we went to the Stockyards. The shopping was fun. Sarahs mom drove 3 hours just to hang out with us. (that meant sooooo much to me!) I ate the best burger I have ever eaten at Love Shack. I saw long horns walking the streets,,, and later that night I went to my first ever Rodeo. OMG... who who have thought I would LOVE LOVE LOVE Rodeos. Again another thing I didnt know I was missing out on! Watching bull riding is freakin' awesome! There was so much more too,, but I have to mention DANG I love me some COWBOYS!!!! I had some nice eye candy! There were some cowgirls too, not to shabby. Cant believe I am saying Rodeo, cowboys, and bull riding. LOL.

After the Rodeo Ryan , Sarah and I went to Billy Bob' Honky Tonk. Yes that right, I'll own it.. I said HONKY TONK people! They had a bedazzled saddle for their disco ball. Ryan and Sarah did some country dancin'. Ryan, You are super HOT when you dance man. I can say that, your wife knows! They were too cute. That was until Ryan made me get out there and make a fool of myself. But I had a blast. I really wanted to ride their mechanical bull, but wouldn't you know, they didnt have it up that night. BOO HOO.

During the entire stay poor Ryan was working his butt off learning/studing his paramedics/emt stuff. He is a rock start! I am so proud of him. He is so devoted and really is such an amazing person. It was awesome to see him when I could. And thank you for spending some time every evening with me. That meant the world to me!

Sarah,, my sweet Sarah. I had a blast. Lord knows I needed a getaway, and you delivered. I was so relaxed when I came home. I had so much fun, I have missed you so much. You did your best to show off Texas and to make me love it. Mission Accomplished. I cant wait to bring the entire family to visit. You know, when it comes down to it, I left a little bit of my heart in Texas. Being in the military and all the traveling you do, you make HOME wherever you move next. North Carolina was HOME because of you and Ryan. I realized how much I miss living next door to you guys! You and Ryan are our family. We share a bond that no one can even begin to understand. I love you guys. Thank you for opening up your home and your hearts to me! I was so sad to say goodbye to you at the airport. I had to walk away fast because I was holding back my tears..... until we see each other again my dear friends.

ps .. i have tons of pictures.. just need to post them when i get home!!! coming soon I promise.

2010-03-05T13:55:00.000-08:00

Texas....here I come!!!

So I am off to Texas. I have to work a few days and then I get to play!! I finally get to see my friends/family Sarah and Ryan! I am so excited! Maybe I will run into some of you bloggers too!!! Hope Texas is as great as they say!

2010-02-02T13:24:00.000-08:00

Sleep Over Time!

My niece and nephew came and stayed the night Saturday night, so their parents could have a romantic getaway! It was so much fun. My kids just love Emma and Jack. We made cookies, colored, played games, took baths, and some...I wont mentioned the two names (girls though) stayed up and wanted to party all night. Here on some pics of the sleep over.

Dont ask me what Jackie is doing in this picture...

Shaping the cookies....

Emma saying cheese.

Emma with her letter E cookie she made.

Willie Loves his puzzles.

Jack saying Cheese.

Willie had to have a turn to say Cheese too.

Uncle Will getting everyone ready to go sleding.

Snow Bunnies.

Uncle Will kept the girls out a little too long!

2010-02-02T13:10:00.000-08:00

Willie's 3rd Birthday!!!

I cant believe my baby turned 3. Time has just flown on by way to fast. Before I know it he will be in Kindergarten. UHHHH. This year we went all out for Willie. It was the first year he wasn't sick on his birthday. We invited all his little friends from school and home. He had a blast. We rented out this Jump Works place. We had tons of fun jumping , eating pizza, and of course eating cupcakes. He had the time of his life! And it was just the biggest blessing to see his happy HEATH LY face.

Jackie all dressed up.

Here comes Willie.

Isnt he handsome.

Me and my baby girl.

Charlie, Willie, and I.

I love the look here, everyone was singing and he made the funniest face.

Willie loves his daddy.

Re lighting the candle.

Me and Jack.

The king.

Friends.

All of Willies Buddies.

Jackie and Junior.

Crazy faces.

2010-02-02T13:02:00.000-08:00

Christmas

This year Christmas was so much fun. Willie was way into opening the presents. Jackie woke up , ran downstairs, and then ran upstairs yelling Santa came Santa came. The kids had a great time, and of course we loved seeing the smiles on their faces. We didn't Christmas eve mass at my moms church, but I didn't take any pictures. Willie behaved himself this year! Thank you Lord. Last year he threw his candle over the balcony into a crowd... that wasn't a good moment.

Jackie waking Willie and telling him Santa came.

He loved that sword.

Jackie's favorite gift, dsi.

Everyman needs a tool set.

Jackie just loved her new dress.

2009-07-10T13:37:00.000-07:00

Wordless Friday!!!

2009-06-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

NO more reality TV for me!

No more reality television for me! I loved loved loved Jon and Kate plus eight. I have watched that show since the beginning. After last night show, I will no long watch the show. I can’t even believe that I feel so affected by last night’s show. I was hoping and praying that the two would work out their problems, go to counseling, and talk to each other. Whatever it would take to work their way through their 8 months of madness. But turns out they aren’t going to work things out. And my heart breaks for those 8 kids. Not only do they have to come to grips with the pain of their parents not being together, they have to deal with the media and grieving in the public. Last night show said they were separating but turns out they are indeed divorcing. How sad, 10 years and 8 sweet children later, they aren’t even talking. I step back and look at my family and am grateful for our love for each other. I am not saying we are perfect. But I know that no matter what lay before us, we will get through it…. Those poor babies. Anyways I have given up on reality TV! Every time I get hooked, they end the show with the couple ending their relationship. If you ever get offered a realty TV show,, DON’T TAKE THE OFFER! Run…..

2009-06-22T08:37:00.000-07:00

TIME IS FLYING TO FAST...

Time has flow on by so fast I don’t even know what day it is anymore. There is so much to fill you all in on its ridiculous. I will start off with my friend Michele’s baby shower. It was wonderful and she looked so pretty! It was a small and intimate affair. I made a diaper cake and her favorite chocolate covered strawberries. It is always a wonderful time when I get to see my 1/6 ladies. We try hard to keep our gatherings going. Michele gave birth to her son Jacob this month. He is so beautiful. I cannot wait for them to get settled in, so I can meet him and give him tons of kisses!

We went to Lake Anna, where my brother/sister in laws rented the most amazing house off the lake. The house was huge. It fit at least 30 people. They rented it to celebrate their 30th birthdays! How sweet! By the lake was this little beach and AMAZING bar. The kids had a blast, and it was a great bonding experience for Will and Bry. We had a blast!

The beginning of June, will Aunt Paulie and I took a girls weekend to Rehoboth beach. It was nice to bone with her. We were celebrating her end of chemo! We shopped till we dropped and ate till we exploded. It was a much needed rest away from the everyday bump and grind.

Jackie Rose graduated from Kindergarten. I can’t believe my baby is growing so fast. I remember the days when it was just her and I. I would take her to the pool, beach, jungle gym, and the play groups the base had to offer. We made so many wonderful memories in NC. I look back and it just takes my breath away,,, today she graduates from Kindergarten, the next thing you know I will be watching her walk down the isle at her wedding. I know I know, but I can’t help but think that time is going too fast. I want to cherish every moment with my babies. At least while they will let me! Congrats Jackie Rose! Mommy and Daddy are so proud of all you have accomplished this year. You have grown into a beautiful smart little lady! We cannot wait to see what this year will bring.

On a sadder note, pumpkin, our Jack Russell, moved out yesterday to her new home. Will and I have been torn for a year about what would be the best thing for Pumpkin and our family. Since going back to work, she has become an indoor dog. She doesn’t get the long walks she needs or deserves. The lack of love is defiantly not an issue. She has become a part of our family. I look back and see pictures of her and Jackie together… uhhhh .. It makes me sad. I did find an amazing young woman to be her new mommy. She has two jacks already, so she knows and understands the bread. She came over and worked with pumpkin everyday for a week. She brought her girl dog, love, to walk w/ Pumpkin too. She got Pumpkin to listen, and to sit and wait for her to walk in the house before her. She feeds her dog’s special organic or holistic food. Her vet is a holistic doctor. She goes above and beyond for her puppies for sure. She even took three days off work, to train Pumpkin and to get the new family used to each other. We will keep in touch and get pictures. It was and is still hard on us. Last night was our first night with her in the house. Walking down stairs and not seeing her doggy bed or her water or food bowls….hush. Don’t get me started. Very hard. But they say the doing the right thing isn’t always this easiest thing to do.

So that’s it in a nut shell. You are all caught up on the Gazes way of life.

2009-05-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

Another Long Update..

So let me start off by saying that Willie is doing well. He has what you call contact dermatitis. Which means, good luck finding out what he is allergic too. The pictures you all saw before were a reaction from changing our laundry detergent. Won’t do that again! He is all better now, and is as crazy as ever.

Jackie will be graduating from kindergarten in two weeks. I can’t believe how fast my baby girl has grown. (She has been going to a private Christian school, long story short, there cutoff date is Oct 30th, jacks b-day is the 29th. She is going to public school next year, so she may be in kindergarten again,,,, which is fine ,, she will just be way ahead of all of them. But we are in talks w/ her new principle,, will keep you posted!) She is excited to get dressed up and sing her songs for everyone. I will take tons of pictures of course.

This Friday Will and I will be celebrating our 10 year anniversary! Yes, I said 10 years. And we were engaged 4 years before that! So it’s been a LONG time. What a journey it has been. I feel we have defiantly grown as a couple and individually. I can remember moving to Havelock North Carolina, in the middle of NO were, with no mall, no real restaurants. It was complete shell shock. I had a hard time adjusting to that life. But now I look back and think man, those were the best days. Life was so easy, laid back and carefree. We would play dominos and drink w/ our friends every Friday night. I would even get Will to go dancing with me on base. Then we moved back to VA for a short time so will could do OCS. That’s where we meet the Thornton’s. God had a plan for us to meet them! Then it was back to North Carolina,, but to J-Ville. Definitely a different life! But the Thornton’s moved there too. During all of this my husband deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan, we had Jackie Rose…. then Willie came along. It’s been a great 10 years. I have learned a lot about how strong I can be,,, how amazing my husband is, how sweet children can be. I can’t wait for the next 10 years. For us to grow together and make great memories.

Wills Aunt Paulie got the clean bill of health. She will need to go back for blood test until her blood levels regulate. But they say the cancer is gone! Amen. God truly does work miracles. Her and I are going to the beach in 2 weeks to celebrate the end of chemo. Just the two of us. Looking forward to shopping away!

That’s all I have for now. I am horrible about pictures, but when I am home I am not on the computer. So I will download some pictures SOON!

2009-05-11T12:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day!!

2009-05-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

My poor baby.... I cant take it anymore...

This is what my little man looked like before I took him to school. I hate seeing him like this. He was cleared up last night, and now like this. I hope when i pick him up from school its gone! Pray for my little man if you get a chance...... it looks like it hurts so bad. He acts normal, but today I could tell he was in a little bit pain.

2009-04-30T11:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY,, GOT A SURPRISE FOR YOU!!!

Well, Willie and Jackie stayed home yesterday. Willie had a rash, which the doctor said was an allergic reaction to something. Jackies allergies are just kicking her butt. So I went to show the day care my babies little rash , so they wouldn't worry. And look what i saw when i pulled up his shirt. OMG.... I freaked. I wanted to rush him to the ER. Got ahold of the doctor, and we decided he would come in for a shot. By the time we got there, his back was fine. Clear as could be. WTF, is what I thinking. Excuse my french. They say he has contact dermatitis. So no shot and mommy gets to re wash all of Willies cloths. My poor baby! Hopefully he still looks nice and white when I pick him up today!

2009-04-29T13:47:00.000-07:00

WARNING....OVERLOAD.....

So as you may be able to tell by the date of my last post, I have been busy. Life just flies on by me these days. I wish I could remember how to just stop and smell the roses. Anyone out there knows how to do that…. If so fill me in!

I want to catch you up, so brace yourself. This may be a long blog. But I will try to be as short and sweet as I can! January was Willies mans 2nd birthday. He is such a big boy. He wears 4t pants and 5 t tops. My man is a stud, what can I say.

February was busy. I had a wedding shower to attend for my cousin Kathy. On the day of her wedding, I was to take Jackie over to her house to get her hair and make up done. She was one of the flower girls. The wedding party also got to ride in a stretch hummer limo! Jackie was so excited. But as life seems to go for the Gazes,,,, Willie woke up with a high fever, had a seizure. Normally we would just do what we normally do to break the fever and drug him up all flippin’ day. But this time it took him to long to snap out of it. We took him to the ER. Mean while, Penny came and got Jackie to take her to do all the special fun things I was do watch her do for the wedding. (I was so sad …) Willie ended up having the flu…. And Will ended up staying at home to take care of him. I went off to the wedding to watch our beautiful daughter,,, literally RUN down the isle. She was so cute! Willie eventually got over the flu! Thank the lord! The wedding was fun, and at the Four Seasons,,,, so you can imagine, they went all out!

In March we celebrated Wills 33rd birthday. We also celebrated Willies first day at day care. That was the hardest thing ever! He cried for the first two weeks. Wait till I post pictures of that! But praise the Lord…… my baby loves it now. He has made tons of friends, and is learning so much! His center is right around the corner from were I work,,, so I can be there in a minute if I need to. (I did get a call from the day care that he had a fever, diarrhea, and threw up. I haled butt over there… I was thankful to be so close)

April has brought the soccer season upon us. Jackie loves to play and will loves to Coach her team. Willie doesn’t understand why he can’t run after the kids with the ball during her games. It’s a full time job to entertain him, and I end up missing most of the game. But she loves it, and we are so proud of her! We also celebrated my sister’s 5th baby shower. She gave birth to Samantha Grace on the 16th. She is so sweet. Penny and baby are doing great! Another big milestone this month is that Jackie learned to tie her own shoes. Her daddy has done a great job with teaching her! Today, though, Willie, Jackie, and Will are all home sick. I thought Willie had scarlet fever… its running through his daycare. Turns out he is having a bad reaction to something. His rash is gross. Jackie has a fever and tummy ache and really bad allergies. Her nostrils are blue and they should be pink. Will has a serious sinus and throat infection. So any prayers you can send our way would be awesome. Tomorrow brings my 33rd birthday. I will celebrate taking care of all my sickies at home. Tis the life of being a mommy… right?

Oh, and my husbands Aunt Paulie had been undergoing chemo treatments for ovarian cancer. She is doing well and had kept very positive. Her faith has helped her get through it all! I call and check in her everyday and see her mostly every weekend. I think family time helps her a lot! So you can put her into the Gazes family prayers…. That we mean a lot too!

So that is all for now! You are all caught up. I just need to down load some pictures to go w/ this all. It may be a few days, but I promise I will get them on here by the weekend!

2009-02-04T10:55:00.000-08:00

Look who turned 2!!!

Life seems to pass me by allot these days! My son celebrated his 2nd birthday on the 22nd and I am not just posting about it! We , once again, went to his favorite hang out, Chuckie Cheeses! He had a blast. We hung out with family, played tons of games, ate lots of yummy pizza, and ate the best cupcakes made with love by my sis Penny.

I cant believe my little man is 2. He has grown so much this past year. He is talking so much. I cant wait to see what the next few months will bring! We have fun playing. And he loves his "sissy". We are so blessed. Will bought Willie a basket ball hoop. Man oh Man he loves it!
(i will post pictures when i get some of him playing that!)

Happy birthday little man!

Willie loves to dance.

His Thomas cupcakes.

Don't eat the train!

He loves his drink!

My sister is "baking" number 5.... super mom!

Daddy's little stud.

2009-02-04T10:40:00.000-08:00

My brave little girl..

Well most of you know Jackie had her tonsils and adenoids taken out yesterday. It has been a long journey for us all! With a lot of prayer, will and I knew this was the best decision for her. We had to be at the sx center at 630 am.. so needless to say we were all tired. My parents surprised Jackie rose by being there at the center when we got there. That really meant a lot to her and put a big smile on her face! By the time we filled out paper work, got her checked in, dressed and ready for sx it was 715. And then it happened , before I knew it, I was walking my baby down a long hallway to her sx room. I put her little body on this big white table. Held her hand, then they put this little mask over her nose and mouth. Before I knew it my sweet little girl was off to dream land. Then they kicked me out and back to the waiting room I went! SHESH. I wasn’t ready to let go of that little hand. All of a sudden my heart was pounding, I just wanted to grab her and run out of there. But thankfully God was telling me, it was going to be ok… and sure enough all was well. The sx was scheduled for 45 mins, but only 20 mins later they came out to tell me all went well. Man I was freaked out. Thinking he went to fast , what if they couldn’t do it. once again I was going crazy. But the doctor came out. Said they were gross and ready to come out, but that he also found she has a bad sinus infection. So on top of all that pain, she has even more pain. My poor baby. We went to the recovery room where she came out on a stretcher. She woke up and jumped into my arms. I held her for awhile while she slept. But then other peoples kids were coming out and those kids wouldn’t stop crying. Brats! So they woke Jackie up. That girl was up from that moment on till I made her finally go to sleep at 1 pm. I couldn’t believe it! yesterday she was pretty good. still loaded w/ all the drugs. But this morning at 5 am, she came crying. Saying her throat hurt. That she couldn’t swallow. It was so sad. I drugged her up and tried to get her to sleep but , no luck. In fact we are still up. I guess the Tylenol w/ codeine keeps her wired. Tons of ice cream , popsicles, pudding, and applesauce later she feels better. We have played a few board games, read tons of books, and now I am trying to get her to relax in bed. Which is what the doctor ordered! Thanks for all of your prayers. Please keep them coming. Jackie will be in pain for the couple of days…. It’s so sad. Enjoy the pictures.. the last one is from today eating her 2nd bowl of sherbet ice cream!

The cool playroom we got to play in before we walked the long hallway.

TTrying to get some sleep...

She loves her ice cream.

2009-01-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

FAREWELL MY DEAR FRIEND.....

My friend, I had work with for years when I worked in food service, was struck and killed by a car early Saturday morning. She was only 52 years old, had a loving husband, two children, and grandchildren. I am still in sock. I can not believe she is gone.

It is so true, we never know the day nor the hour God will call us home. I am reminded through this tragedy to appreciate the family and friends I have. To appreciate the time we have left on this earth. So many time I get overwhelmed over petty things,,,, but now,,, no longer.

Barb, may God embrace you. I will cherish all of our memories. My family will miss you dearly. Heaven has a one of a kind angel.... we love you.

2009-01-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET BABY BOY!

WILLIE EATING LUNCH AT AUNT PENNY'S YESTERDAY.

Today my sweet boy turns 2. I can not believe how time has flown on by. He is talking so much these days. My favorite is when he is MOM, I'M Happy... it sounds so cute to hear his little voice! To celebrate will are talking him to his favorite place,,, chuckie cheeses! What a year of change this has been. On the 9Th, it marked a year from his first seizure. But thankfully , since we have gotten it under control, he has only had 2 . They say he will grow out it by 5 or 6 , and for that I am grateful. My boy is so tall, runs around like a wild man, and loves so deeply! I love you baby boy! It has been a pleasure having you in my life. Even when you are "ON" all day long! You are blessing to our family! Happy 2ND Birthday sweetie!

2008-11-21T19:38:00.000-08:00

ANYTHING FOR MY PRINCESS!!!

We had Jackie's special day celebration at the House of Bounce! Jackie was counting the days down till we got to play with her friends! We all had a blast. Not sure who had more fun, the kids , all 29 of them,,,, yes i said 29,,, or the parents! It was so much fun! Jackie had a blast, and we even had a sleep over with her bestest buddy, Lily, that same night. Boy were we tired! Church rolled around before we new it! Any who, we partied hard, and my sweet baby had the time of her life! Which is all her daddy and I wanted! Willie had a blast too. Boy that boy has some energy. I think he could have went all night long!

My cupcakes,,, I am so proud of this picture!

Willie lovin' Charlie to death..

Priceless,,, I love my babies!

Man she is beautiful.

All she does,, lick the icing!

My sweet new nephew... isn't he so handsome! He has teeth already too, 4 months old. What a man! Can't wait for anything. Tee hee hee.

My sun loves to dance.

2008-11-21T19:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday my sweet baby girl!

It was just yesterday I held my sweet baby girl in my arms. Time is flying by to fast for me. Before I knew it, my baby was celebrating her 5th birthday! UHHHH, happy birthday baby girl! Its been a joy to be your mommy! You make me want to be a better person! I am so blessed, and I thank God for allowing daddy and I to have such a wonderful sweet girl in our life. I cant wait to see what this year will bring! You are so smart, and have learned so much in kindergarten! UHHH, your the best! You are our Rockstar!!!

Daddy's little girl!
The gang celebrating Jackie's big day!

2008-11-21T19:14:00.000-08:00

I love my family...

I know its been awhile since I have blogged. Enjoy some pictures,,, man I have the best family! They are so sweet and loving. Even when they drive me crazy! Gotta love them!

2008-10-28T14:50:00.000-07:00

Finish Line......

I just wanted to update everyone on yesterdays USMC Marathon! Will ran and beat his time by 25 minutes from last year! He clocked in at 5:05 . I am so proud of him! And yes, once again he didn’t train. But he pulled through. Kathy and I ran the USMC 10K race, which started 20 mins after the marathon! We beat the time we set for ourselves and clocked in at the finish line at 1:21. I am a little sore , no I didn’t train for it either. I swear I did something to my knee too, but today its just my one calf. So all in all we did great, and it was so motivating to be around the big crowds. Thanks you to Rachel and Alan, who cheered Kathy and I at the finish line. They also helped up run around the city to find Will and cheer him on. We need that extra energy to get around town chasing Will! Thanks to Bryan and Sara for coming out too and helping to cheer on Will! I have to say, you really to need to see your family/friends cheering you on. You are pushing yourself so hard, and to see a familiar face just gives you that extra burst of energy! So know that all who cheered us on , we are so grateful! It meant the world to us.

So with that said, next year’s race is October 25, 2009. My goal for next year’s race, and it’s a year’s notice people , is to have more family and friends out there to cheer us on! We could have everyone spread out to cheer at certain miles. Then at the finish line! Kathy is trying to get me to do the marathon next year with her. OMG, what is she thinking. But if I know myself my fat @#$ will be out there running. The goal of course is always to FINISH the race, but really you have to beat the bridge as they say. You need to get of the memorial bridge, which is mile 20, before they reopen it at 1pm. Yes there are a lot of people who don’t get there in time! UHHH, but I am sure with training and family/friends support we could do it.
Ohh Rahh.. Robin

2008-10-25T17:10:00.000-07:00

Run Gazes' Run.......

Will and I are running the USMC marathon tomorrow. UHHH, what are we thinking. Well I am running the 10k.. aka 6.1 miles. Which I am thinking after that 13.1 miles race we just did, this she would WAY EASIER. Good lord willing. Will is running the 26.2 . UHH, he didnt train once again. So if you all can say a fast prayer to keep our bodies healthy and safe and our minds full of happy thoughts, that would be awesome! His race starts at 8 am and mine at 820.

OHHHHH RAHHHHHHH

2008-10-21T11:36:00.000-07:00

Fall Festival

We enjoyed Jackie's annual fall festival. They had face painting, moon bouncing, cotton candy, cake walks, popcorn, pizza, petting zoo, and a pumpkin patch. We were able to hang out with Jackie's good friend, Lily. So that made it even more fun for her.

We all joined in on the cake walk after mom and dad had tried and tried to win a cake. We went home with two cakes!
Willie enjoying the playground.

Pop Pop playing peek a boo. Willie really adores his Pop Pop.

Best buddies.

Me and my sweet boy.

Jackie's door to her class room.

2008-10-21T11:12:00.000-07:00

Cox Farm

We decided to go to Cox farm as a family. We had a great time. But it was way to crowed for us. We thought most kids would still be in school for the Monday holiday, but boy were we wrong. So minus the crowds and the super HOT weather, we had a great time. We didn't get to go on the hay ride, which was a bummer. But we did get to milk a cow, so that made it all OK with the kiddos!

My Sweet baby girlThe boys.

Watching the pigs.

Willie wanted to grab their tails.

WEEEE

Feeding the goats.

Milking the cow.

Willie giving it a go.

Say cheese.

HMMMMMM

He just loved the big pumpkins!

2008-10-21T11:03:00.000-07:00

My BIG Boy....
I love my little boy. Its been an interesting 21 months I tell ya! The other day Willie looked like he had to go poopy. So I asked and then he said, "POO POO". So we ran to the bathroom were he tinkled and pooped on the potty. I cant believe how smart my little boy is. Every time I put him the potty, he goes. So he gets it. Now I just have to keep up with taking him. But that is a hard task for a little boy who is OH so busy!! Congrats to my little man. Mommy is so proud of you!

2008-10-21T10:55:00.000-07:00

Family Time

Jackie Rose , Willie and I made Daddy some peanut butter cookies. Jackie would roll the cookie , Willie would smash the cookie, and Mommy would sprinkle suger on the cookie. It was a great bonding moment for us. My babies had fun and they looked super cute!

2008-10-21T10:05:00.000-07:00

Oktoberfest 2008

The O'Connell family gang got together for Ft. Myers Oktoberfest. We had a blast. All the kids loved the rides . I enjoyed watching how happy the kiddos were. Rachel put on a brave face and rode a ride with me that went upside down and around and up and down again, UHH. We both were praying for that ride to end. She said she thought she was going to throw up, and I yelled DON'T, cuz it would have been all over us. She made it through. We had a blast. Willie had fun jumping on the moon bounce, Jack loved the swings, and Will and I loved seeing the smile on our kids face!!! We enjoyed our family and some beer!!! YUMMY.

Look who is driving ...

Dancing to some good German music.

Rachel , Emma, and Jack on the dino ride!

Sara and Jack.

Lovin' the swings!

Rachel and I are to the far right, we had so much fun.

Grandma and Jackie.... flying away.

Daddy and his little boy!

2008-10-21T09:31:00.000-07:00

Burke Nursery Field Trip

Jackie had her first every kindergarten field trip to Burke Nursery. Willie and I got there 2 hours before them and were able to have some great quality time together! He is growing so fast. I can't believe he will be 2 in January. He was happy to see his sister when their school finally arrived. We enjoyed eating lunch with them, going on a hay ride and playing with all the cool slides, swings, and boats. They even had some animals to look at. Willie and I left before Jackie did, so he enjoyed picking out his own pumpkins on the way out. I think he thinks they are balls and is waiting for them to bounce. We were very lucky he didn't break any on the way out!

Willies favorite dirt pile! He found some treasure too.
I just love this picture

That's my boy, always going for those rocks.

Mr. GQ

Jackie and her class .

Yes, my son throwing a fit.

Jack with some of her girlfriends.

Jackie and her best bud Lily.

Spooky hay ride.

My sweet baby girl.

Yes, I found the perfect pumpkin!

HMMM, maybe I can pick two....

2008-09-14T11:35:00.000-07:00

Good Ol' Apple Pickin'

After Jackie Rose's soccer game we went to pick some apples with good friends of ours. It was the hottest day all summer mind you. So I had already sweat 10 pounds out from the soccer game, and I think another 5 pickin' apples! It was fun and we got some great pictures. I have to say the apples wernt that great, which was a bummer. And they had no honey crisp apples. Which are my favorite. If you see them anywhere , you must buy them. Taste them , you will never go back to a normal apple again. We had a great time. It was fun hanging with our friends and watching our kids play together. We have some sweet memories from the day!

My boys!
I love this, Willie was following Jr around!

He is gonna get it, uhh, uhhh,

Ha , he got it!

Yes our traditional ham pose!

Still in their soccer gear.

So sweet,this is always the start of a very yucky double pink eye!

They are so sweet together.

Wait daddy, I gotta taste this one!

I would love to say this is the view from our new back yard. I can dream right!

2008-09-14T11:17:00.000-07:00

Soccer Queen...

Will is so happy soccer season has started. All he has talked about since Jackie Rose was born is how HE was going to be Jackie's first coach. Sure enough, he is. The Blue Dragons got out their in the hottest of hot weather and played their little hearts out. The game is about an hour, but in Saturdays weather should have only been 30 mins. I was drenched in sweat in the first 10 minutes. I even had to take Willie to the car to cool off. He had fun, but trying to keep him off that field was impossible! Our little girl has a gift for soccer. She loves to kick that ball! Its pretty neat to see her steal that sucker from another 4/5 year old!

Look at the foot work!

Break time with Grandpa!

She was running that ball down the field!

Trying to steal that sucker!

GOAL!

Thats right, I rock!

Giving the other team a high 5!

Her team!

The O'Connells.

Our new little Jack,, and his Daddy!

2008-09-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

Four Generations of Sweetness!

Last Sunday my Nana came over to teach me how to make her fudge! I had tried to make it a few years ago when I lived in NC. It never came close to her golden fudge! My brother begs my Nana to make that fudge for him. So I figure if I learn to make it, I can finally have something to bribe him with! So after an hour, our fudge was made. I was so yummy! I cant wait to venture on my own and make this sweet treat! Maybe for the holidays! Thanks to my Nana! She is an amazing women, and it was great getting to share in a family tradition! I cant wait to pass this alone to Jackie Rose!

At its boiling point!

We couldn't let this go to waste!

2008-09-14T10:50:00.000-07:00

Monkey See Money DO!!!!

Things have been crazy in the Gazes household the past few weeks. I started back to work full time. Jackie is back in school. The kids get up at 6:15 every morning. UHHH, its been hectic. We are struggling to get ourselves into some kind of routine! So if you have a moment, say a little pray for us! Any who, one thing we always do is eat dinner at our family table! If you know us, then you know every night with Jackie is a battle to eat! But this one particular night was different. We started a chart. If she eats her dinner, she gets a sticker. At the end of the week she will get something special. At the end of 30 days she gets to take her friend to house of bounce. Boy she cant wait for that one! Any who, Jack put some of her lovely food on her face. Willie that it was so funny and decided he waned to do it too! So here are our lovely babies having fun at dinner! Enjoy!

Are you talking to me..
OHHH , this feels good.

Yes, that one wen up my nose, ha ha .

I love this picture, she is a character.

2008-09-02T11:23:00.000-07:00

I am a BIG GIRL now!

It happened. Today my little girl showed her momma how grown up she really is. We woke and ate our breakfast and headed off to her school. The entire way their she was so excited to see all of her friends. We got to school and she jumped out of her seat ready to head into the schools front door. I had to help her carry her bag because it was so full of all her school items she had to have. I walked her into her class room and she went and held her friends Lily's hand. It was so cute. Like she was thinking we can do this together. We hung her backpack up , met her teacher, and said our goodbyes in only a few short minutes. I wanted her to get settled, and I didn't want to hover. I gave her a sweet big girl kiss and told her to have a great day. They serve them lunches so if she doesn't like the food, she doesn't eat. But all the kids must at least try one bite. So lets all say a prayer my girl takes this year to learn to FINALLY eat a balanced diet! So I told her to take at least one bite, and she said she would. Then I met up with family for lunch. My aunt asked me how I was enjoying being back in the work force again. I said it was an adjustment on all of us. Today I had off, that is how I was able to take JR to school. I said that its hard, that today I looked in the back seat at Willie and thought how much fun we will have today having some alone time. Before I knew it , tears filled my eyes. I am just reminded how fast children grow. I miss not being able to be with the kids all day. Playing with them, teaching them, watching them grow. I swear it was just yesterday that i brought Jackie Rose home, and now she is a kindergartner! I just hope the time for Willie doesn't go by as fast! Enjoy the pictures! I cant wait to hear how her day went!

Chloe, JR, and Lily

Walking into her class for the first time.

Jackie Rose and Ms. Fowler

Good buddies, JR and Carley

Jackie pointing to her name...

My last picture. The girls sitting on their circle time carpet!

2008-08-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

Family Pictures...

At the end of May, Will and I finally took our family pictures! My friend and photographer was amazing! She really captured the Gazes crew! It was so hot, but she kept a smile on her face. She was great at trying to keep our smiles on too! I tell you , I started to sweat and the kids were all over the place. But finally when I just lived in the moment, our best shots came about! Click on the link below and you can see them. We picked allot of the poses! we blew up the one with Will and I looking at each other and Willie was holding a flower and Jr was just doing her cute smile! Of course there were many more we picked. Hope you enjoy them! Thanks again Jen! You Rock!

http://www.flickr.com/gp/8120297@N08/U02mGz

2008-07-21T13:37:00.000-07:00

I am not ignoring you!!!

Ok, to all of my friends, I am not ignoring you. I have been going through so much lately, I am lucky to be standing! For a month straight, I have had sick people in my house. First Will, then Jackie, then Willie, back to Jackie, back to Will. Then we left for the beach for ONE GLORIOUS, NO ONE SICK week. Then we get home and Willie turns up with Mouth, hand and foot disease. That is what we have been fighting with for over a week! IT SUCKS. Willie finally ate yesterday after not eating for 3 whole days. It was a struggle to get him to drink liquids. He wouldn't take a bottle and could only drink from a straw. He has/had blisters on his tongue, rash on the rough of his mouth, blisters on his bottom, and on his feet. It was so bad the other day he could barley walk. I tell you , pray for us, that Jackie Rose doesn't get this! Its the worst. And to top it off there is nothing you can do but wait it out! No one sleeps, and all your baby does is cry. Its horrible! So I just haven't had the energy to call and catch up with everyone. I am sorry. I hope you can understand. I , being the MOM, have been hard at work taking care of all the sick ones. The moment everyone is good to go, I AM OUT OF HERE. I am going out w/ the gals and getting a much needed BEER! Its gotten so bad, I have decided when people ask how the family is, I am going to say great! The end of story! I swear I can depress myself just by telling the stories! So know I love you guys! And soon, I will be back to my normal self, good lord willing! I think I caught up w/ the blog too. Just need to post some good beach pictures! Oh and yes, I am still job hunting.

Oh Will started his NEW job today. I will post on that , once I get to hear all the fun details!

2008-07-21T13:22:00.000-07:00

Bethany Beach!!!

I have tons of pictures to download of us at the beach! But here are a few. We went on our annual Bethany beach trip. I hate leaving that place. One of these day I WILL have a beach house there! I think I may re decorate my house to make it more a beachy feel! I just cant get enough. Its funny, when I did live next to the beach, I could take it or leave it. Now that I don't , I need it!! It started out rough, but ended up being a great family trip. Cant wait for next year.

My baby loves his balloons .
Some of the gang.

Jackie loves her music!

He is so tall!

This is the best park! Right down town!

I had to give Will a 5 minute warning!

This was cool, she could hear the other kid talk in the other end.

My princess.

Ok, My monkey.

2008-07-21T13:18:00.000-07:00

A True Friendship...

Alicia finally got to come into town! Of course I had to see her! There was only one day that would work for either of us. So we meet at our favorite place, Cheesecake!!!! It was great to catch up! Will was sick, So I had to bring Willie along w/me . But it was nice that Alicia got to see how big Willie is getting! I love ya lady! You are a true 1/6 hard women! I am proud of how tough you have been through these deployments! You Rock!

Willie and Alicia!

I have to mention that Alicia is soooo super skinny! @#$#@. You and Erin are Killing me!

2008-07-21T12:34:00.000-07:00

Farewell to the Marine Corps..

We had a Farewell for Will at the USMC Museum in their Tun Tavern. He was so excited to see were his party was going to be! It was more than I could have imagined! I had been planning this day for so long, and for it to finally be here, WOW! Thank you to all who helped me! Sarah and Ryan , your invitations were amazing. People are still talking about how amazing their were! We wished you could have been there. You are apart of our family, have touched our lives more than you can imagine! We are better people having had you apart of our lives. I asked Will when the party was over , if it was everything he could have imagined. He said of course, but I really wished the Thorntons could have been there. OH it tugged at my heart! We love you guys!!! When we walked into the museum, you were greeted at the Tun Tavern Door with a big picture of Will from Paris Island boot camp. On the same table was a book of pictures from the beginning of Wills USMC Career until now. I had everyone sign the book. What a great way to remember the day! Walking into the Tavern was amazing. I thought it would be neat to say good bye to the corps in a place were a few guys were drinking beer and decided to start the Marine Corps. It was full of our friends and family that have supported us through our military career. Will and I were trying to take in every moment. I had said a few words before we cut the cake. Which was designed by my sister in law , Kathy! Thank YOU!!! I had told Will, Thank you! Thank you for being a wonderful husband, father, and kick ass marine. I am so proud of him. The past 10 years have been a wonderful journey. I feel so blessed to have had him by my side! Of course there were some tears, but I just blamed it on my beer! tee hee hee. All in all it was an amazing night. Everyone had left, and it was just Will and I sitting at the bar. Taking in the moment. We walked out to the main lobby. Which is open to a plane , tank, and famous pictures of Marines. We held each other , and just said nothing. We new how each other were feeling. So emotional. What an amazing journey. What great friends we met along the way. What great lesions we learned. What an amazing life , and now, today, we start another chapter in our life! I cant wait to start our new journey with my amazing family.

The food.
The Cake.

Mom and Nana.

Yes there is a baby in that sling!

More 1/6 family!

Nana and Brady.

I love my date night ladies! Ok and the men too!

The Habibs.

Will and Patrick.

Joe , Karen, and the cute Gazes.

Kathy Jo and I.

I just love the feel of The Tun Tavern. Check out that picture in the background. Tons of history!

Michele and Frank... Frankie Frankie,,, needs a spankie.. sorry had to say that!

Wills Enviromental crew!

Rachel, Big Al, and I.

Just love to pose!

Jodi and Jen,, my photographer!

Paulie, Will , and Poppa.

Will and Chris. Look at these boyscouts now!

My sweet newphew! Man he is all grown up!

Me, Mikey, and the skinny ass Erin!

2008-07-21T12:18:00.000-07:00

There is nothing like a Sunset Parade at the Iwo Jima!

I always love seeing Will stand at attention!

Silent Drill Team.

Do I really need to say anything?

Mom getting her son in laws book signed by Jim Webb. Also, the general standing next to them is my dear friends dad! They look so much alike! So cute!

There is no other feeling like it. I have been going to Sunset Parades at the Iwo Jima Memorial since I was a Little girl! You get to hear the Marine Corps band play amazing music. You also get to see the silent drill team. If you have yet to see them, its an amazing site for sure! Surprisingly Will had never been to a parade. I got to sit back and watch him. It was very emotional for he and I. Getting out of the Corps was a hard decision to make. It is apart of us, and its sad to move on. But any who, the Sunset Parade was amazing. Jackie enjoyed herself. My mom ran up to Mr. Webb and had him sign Wills book. So everyone ended up having a blast!

2008-07-21T12:04:00.000-07:00

Welcome new 1/6 family member!

Michael William

May28th

7lbs 13 oz

21 inches long

The NEW family of 3!

I do have to say congrats to you guys! Little Mikey is a true blessing. And for all you ladies that have had babies,,,, Yes Erin was wearing her NORMAL cloths just 3 weeks after having her baby. @#$#@$@# @#$@#$! You know I love you but come on!!! I am still sitting on 40 pounds. Guess I have some catching up to do!

2008-07-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

NYC here we come....

Will, Willie, Jackie Rose, Poppa, and Paulie headed off to NYC to see family. We had a great time! Poppa got to see Hoboken, were he grew up. We got to catch up with family. We even got to meet the brand new Michael William! It was tuns of fun, and ended to fast!

Paulie and Jackie in the American Girl Doll Store!

Girls just love to shop!

Willie screamed so loud the entire store got quite!

My poser.

My little man!

In the heart of the city.

I love my little family.

Say Cheese.

In Toys R Us.

Made out of Lego's...

Trains, Trains, and more Trains..

Time square.

Will and Obama.. tee hee hee.

Our night out.

Wills NYC family.

Look at that view.

I just love her!

This park was so cool!

Willie was in heaven.

Ground Zero.. Man its change since I had seen it last.

Boat tour.

More NYC Family.

View from our hotel.. It was of the NYC skyline.

2008-06-16T11:56:00.000-07:00

Babies are so much fun!

This past weekend Will , the kids, and I went to New Jersey to visit his family. In the midst of it all my cousin, who lives in NYC, gave birth to her baby boy. I was so lucky to be only 20 minutes from their Manhattan hospital. We made sure I had some time to swing by and meet my new cousin Michael. He is so cute, and man he was a big boy weighing in at 8 lbs 14 ounces. OUCH. Gwen said everything went wonderful, but she doesn't think her hips will ever be the same. OHHHH, the things you find out once you have a kid. But its all worth it. So here he is...

What a sweetie.
Crying when the doctor took his blanket off.

Yes, we know we are cute.

Love this picture!

The new family of Three....

2008-06-09T18:12:00.000-07:00

Schools out and now its, Summer Time!

Jackie graduated last Tuesday, but her last day of school was Friday. Her class had an ice cream social and tons of water play! The kids were bursting with energy! They had fun building their own sundaes. Jackie didn't like hers but she had a great time making it! Ms. Willsher gave each kid a bag full of goodies for summer time fun , and they had their names on the bag. I loved it! And of course all of the water stuff, bubbles, water balloons, and the sprinkler. It was great to watch Jackie enjoy her friends!

Jackie and her friend Carley

Fighting for the water balloons.

Trying to keep warm.

She is a cutie pie.

Trying to surf.

Singing and drinking the water.

Jackie gave her teacher the prettiest sunflowers.

Jackie and her best buddy , Lily.

2008-06-09T11:39:00.000-07:00

GRADUATION!!!!!

My sweet baby girl is growing up right before my eyes! She graduated from Junior K this past Tuesday. She has learned so much through out the year. She knows her colors, can count, write her name..first and last, can say the alphabet and even write it. I know we will have to continue to work with her over the summer so she is fresh for her big day in Kindergarten! I just can believe it, my baby girl a kindergartner. Just yesterday Will was running all the red lights in Jacksonville on a rainy morning to get me to the hospital to have our little girl. UHHH, she has been a blessing! Before I know it , she will be off to college! Shesh

BUZZZZZZZ
Uncle Bry helping out! He is wonderful with the kids. And don't they look cute with their matching outfits!

She can sing I tell ya!

During the clapping she kept mouthing , clap clap.

My hamburger.

She was shaking and grooving the entire time!

No more pictures please..

Jackie Rose and her teacher Ms. Willsher

Don't they look like they are up to something.. buzz buzz.

2008-06-09T11:31:00.000-07:00

Sneaking out...

Will and I snuck out for our annual date night with Rachel, Alan, Ashley, and Steve. Our friend Breeze was in town too, so that's was a bonus! Dinner was OK,, but the company was fabulous. We headed back to Ash and Steve's place to have a drink.. good times good times.

Al, Rach, and Will.
Us gals being silly.

Ash and Steve.

The cute couple.

The date gang.

2008-06-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

Day at the spa!

For mother's day Will and the kids got me a gift card to the spa! I got the most amazing massage, warm cream pedicure and manicure! I even got a make up touch up. The lady went a bit crazy. I said lets do a smoky eye. Sad to say I could do make up better than her! Check out my HOOKER look. OUCH!

2008-06-09T11:21:00.000-07:00

Happy 9 year anniversary!!

Will and I celebrated our 9 year anniversary at the Melting Pot. It was YUMMMMMMYYYY! Its been a wonderful 9 years. This last year has been trying, and I couldn't have gotten through them with out Wills love and devotion. I can not wait to see what God has in store for us on our upcoming journey! I love you Will!

Man can't you smell that.
Our meats,,, YUMMMMMMMYYYYYYY

My love...

2008-06-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

Just some week day fun!

My kids just love their bubbles. We can play with them all darn day! Here is how much fun the we can have!

Willie loves his big sis!
Man these bubbles taste yummy.

So Sweet.

What a work out!

I can't catch enough of these bubbles.

2008-06-09T10:44:00.000-07:00

Memorial Day Fun!

Every Memorial Day weekend my family goes to my aunt and uncles house in Fredrick. The have a pool, which isn't heated, and is always too cold for us to get in. But that never stops the Alexander's! They have a huge backyard with a trampoline and fire pit. We had a blast. We celebrated birthdays, had a Bonn fire, roasted marshmallows, and played played played! It was a blast!

My boy loves his baseball!
Playing Frisbee.

Man can Jackie Rose JUMP!

Just a bunch of hams I tell ya!

Who has a pitch fork??

Daddy, Jack , and the hot hot fire.

Her favorite fruit!

Yes, I can play golf!

Oh, you caught me.

I'll have some more.

Higher Daddy, Higher.

Charlie, you are a doll.

Class clowns!

2008-05-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

USMC Historic 1/2 Marathon..

Will, Kathy, and I signed up to run the first ever usmc marathon. We were really motivated after we ran the Turkey Trot on Thanksgiving day. That was only a 5k. the USMC marathon was 13.1 miles. Will had planned to run , and he ran fast!!! Kathy and I just wernt thinking we would run. She had pulled her ham string about 6 weeks ago and was still healing. Me , well I haven't had a moment to even run and prepare for this. So we were really thinking we would just run two miles and then meet will at the end and cheer him on. Turns out my crazy mother in law got the bug, 40 seconds before they started the race that we should run the race. And Run we did! UHHH. We ran allot of the race, and did some speed walking too! It was amazing, and boy we pushed our bodies to points we didn't think existed! Poor Will was waiting for us at the end of the race, and we were no where to be found. He ran in about 1 hour 50 mins. In the last 3 miles, I told Kathy to go ahead. She had struggled in miles 6-8 , and man I struggled bad at miles 11-13! So in the end Kathy ran in about 3:18 and me in 3:23. When I finally ran over that finish line, Will was waiting right there. He said , Babe, and hugged and kissed me. He had tears in his eyes, and was so proud of me. Man I have to say I am so proud of me! But the PAIN, the PAIN. I could hardly walk that day, and yesterday I hurt so bad! I couldn't even drive Jackie to school. But today is better. Don't get me wrong, I am still sore, but I can function. I had my parents to come over and help me w/ the kids! Man that was a big help! I told Will, I would rather have to give birth w/ no meds than feel the pain I was feeling from this race! OUCH. I am still waiting for Kathy's pictures, so these are from the usmc website. Sorry they are so small! Enjoy!

Me struggling.
Kathy and I trying to stay sane!

My husband is so hot!

Will, Kathy, and I showing off our medals. Then we were off for our massages!

2008-05-16T12:47:00.000-07:00

Some of my favorite moments..

I haven't kept up with my blogging lately. I feel I have missed out on updating everyone on Willie man! He has been doing so well. He is so full of energy. He loves to play, jump on his sister, and even pull her hair. We have to really work on his interacting skills! But as much of a handful my little man is, uhhh, he is worth every moment! Since getting his tubes put in, he has grown into a different kid. He is so curious and you can tell he can hear so much better! Man he loves to bang those pots and pans! This week he did have a fever, and now has roseolla. Poor boy, but I think we are over the hump! He is napping now, so enjoy the pictures!

This is the first time he fell asleep in his car seat facing forward , poor baby!
My favorite picture of Willie. You can see the plugs we have to put in his ear during bath time!

Yes, my boy loves his sister scooter. He thinks he is such a big boy!

2008-05-16T12:38:00.000-07:00

Annual Mother Daughter Tea

I am sorry this post is out of order! But better late than never right. Mom, Alex, Jackie Rose , and I went to my church's annual Mother / Daughter Tea. It was fun as always. Mom even won a sleep over basket. It was full of fun games and things to entertain you for a fun sleep over. (guessing the little girls will get to keep some of stuff)

Jackie Rose is so sweet!

2008-05-15T13:38:00.000-07:00

"O" Baby...

Ok, this is the 4th baby shower I have been to in about a month and a half, and I have to say its been so much fun. I love to celebrate babies. My brother/sister in law are having their second child due late June! And it's a BOY. All the shower I have been to, all the babies to be are all BOYS. Guess its the year for boys. I have to let you ladies know how much fun those little boys can be. But man oh man, they are some work. You will never get to sit down and put your feet up again! By the time they go to bed you are falling into your own bed! So get ready for all that exercise people! They are so sweet, but they can work you to the bone!

Poppa, Willie, and Paulie.

She loves to pose!

My little man and our little girl Emma Jean!

Bry opening up our present, that shirt said "Wanna Ride"

So sweet, he is going to love his little boy!

Emma loves her mommy!

I love this picture! It says it all!

2008-05-15T13:15:00.000-07:00

Mother's Day, only if it were EVERYDAY!

Mother's Day was nice! I woke up to Jackie Rose saying , Mommy come down stairs and open your presents. So I did, I got a spa day at the Red Door Spa. Man, I have to say I earned that one! Jackie made me a bracelet and a little jewelry box! She also wrote me a card, and said Happy Mothers Day! I love you. All by herself! My baby is getting so big. Then we were off to the Westfields Marriott famous brunch. The food was amazing and the company was wonderful! Mother's day is always so wonderful. The kiddos and the husband are always on their best behavior. Everyone stops and listens to what I want or need. Man , then you wake up the next day and its like that day was just a dream. Back to the daily grind. Any who, Mother's day was great. Enjoy the pictures.

Will, Paulie, and Poppa.

I love this picture. This is how most pictures go for the Gazes clan!

Look at these hams!

Kathy, Daniel, and Johnny.

Debbie Do and my sweet little girl.

2008-05-15T12:58:00.000-07:00

A Tea Party for Baby and Me.....

I was able to celebrate my cousin Gwen's baby shower with her and my family. She lives in NYC, but her husbands family is from MD. We had a Tea at the Ritz. It was so nice! I think it would be a great idea to get the ladies together for some tea sometime! Gwen looked great, and she got tons of fun stuff! We cant wait to meet baby Mikey!

Man , I remember when we are were so little getting into trouble in ILL.

My ladies.

Yes, it was very YUMMY!

Can you smell that.

The Alexander clan!

2008-05-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

My goddaughters 1st Communion.

What a special day for Rachel. She worked so hard in her classes to understand the importance of her first communion! She is such a smart little girl. Will and I watched her walk down the isle to her seat. I swear we has some thoughts of how this is what it will be like when she is walking down the isle to meet her husband ,UHHHHH. As she sat down, the priest reminded us all the importance of having a strong relationship with God. We watch Rachel's face as she listened. Then it was time, our little goddaughter was growing up, she stood up and took her first Holy Communion. We are so blessed to be apart of her life, and cant wait to make more special memories with her!

Isn't she lovely!

2008-05-08T12:12:00.000-07:00

Take me out to the Ball game!

Will and I snuck away for the evening with some of his work buddies. It was nice to get out and have another date night too. We had a great time, the game was so much fun, and as always the new Nat's park rocked!

Swiss Chocolate ice cream from GIFFORDS. The best ice cream ever!

UHHH, is that me, HMMM.

The field is amazing.

2008-05-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

That lovely baby bump...

This is the month for baby showers for me! I will have gone to four by beginning of May. I love to celebrate life! This baby shower was for another one of my 1/6 friends, Rebecca. She too is having a sweet baby boy. This shower was pretty cool too because we had it at the Melting Pot. Yes ladies, that's right, Melting Pot. YUMMY. We had a dessert fondue , and it was amazing. I had a great time. I always love being with my 1/6 FAMILY. They are so special to me, and we will have a bond for the rest of our lives! They are a group of the most amazingly strongest women I have ever know! I love that we are adding on to our family gals!

My ladies.
Erin and I ...we can cause some trouble.

Jen, my photographer..Pickles to Pearls, and Michele

So cute, Michele made that too.

Rebecca opening one of my presents.

Rebecca and I .

Rebecca's cute baby bump!

Erin's sweet baby bump.

2008-05-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

Two Peas in a Pod!

When I was in High School I meet a girl named Angie on my first day! We went to a private school were we had to wear uniforms. I was in the bathroom, checking myself out, I was so nervous. The next thing you know Angie walks out of the bathroom, w/ her skirt on backwards. Of course I had to let her know, and from that moment on we were inseparable. She is my life long friend. We have been through so much together. We always talked about when we had kids, how they would be best friends. UHHHH, and just look at life now. My baby, Jackie Rose, and Angie's baby, Lauryn, are best friends. Its so great to see them play together, and grow together. I thank God for Angie's friendship, and the friendship our children now share.

I love this picture!

2008-04-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

Family Day ROCKS!!!!

Will and I finally got to sneak way for some family time! It was so much fun. We were so blessed that the weather was amazing. I think it hit 85'. We were wearing shorts too! So much fun! We walked around DC, hit the Smithsonian, played in the water, and ate at Wills favorite Italian restaurant. It had been way to long since Will, the kids, and I have just gotten away to play. We made great memories, and I have decided to mark it on the calendar at least 2 a month to get out just the 4 of us!!!

My boys!
My sweet babies!

Seriously, isnt he a cutie!

Daddys Little girl!

She loves her pictures!

Willie had so much fun running around!

I had to make her smile for this, she was freaked out by all the bugs.

Would you gals just love to to have this one!

Yes, thats the Capital.

Gotta love the Washington Monument.

Jackie had so much fun running through the water.

I love this shot!

2008-04-13T17:49:00.000-07:00

Ringling Bros. Circus

Saturday was a busy day for me! I went to a baby shower then turned around and went to the circus! It was so much fun! I loved to watched Jackie's face,,, she loved every minute of it! Our friends Lauryn and Angie came along... and that made it so much more fun! Jackie had her cotton candy and icee'. Lauryn had her popcorn, and thanks to Auntie Angie, both girls left with a cool sword! Poppa and Paulie also came along, and had a blast! Poppa was like a kid, he couldn't get the smile off his face!!! It was a blast!

The gang.

Willie, he had fun, but after an hour was ready to run around!

Angie and Lauryn, aren't they so cute!

Best friends,, I love this picture!

Yes, we know , we are so cute!

2008-04-13T17:42:00.000-07:00

Snips and snails, and puppy dogs tails..thats what little boys are made of.

Saturday I was able to go my dear friend, Erin's , baby shower. I meet Erin in North Carolina when Will was with 1/6. I tell ya, I meet some of my dearest friends in that battalion. Erin is so sweet, and she is also a Zeta... we clicked right from the start. She is the cutest pregnant women ever. She is so tiny and just looks like she swallowed a basketball. UHHH, wish I looked that way!!!!Any who, I had a blast, and wished I could have stayed longer. (I had to run so that I could get to the circus w/ the kids!)Congrats Erin! I cant wait to meet your sweet little boy!!!

Jen and Rebecca,,, some more of my 1/6 sisters!

Opening my gift.. think she liked it!

Yes, I need a haircut! But man Erin looks so cute!

Michele and I ,,, man we are trouble!

Yes, we know,,,, to cute !

2008-04-13T17:30:00.000-07:00

A Night On the Town....

Will and I finally got a chance to sneak out of the house with out the kids. It was LONG over due. With the everyday things that happen in life, our lives seem to be so busy, there seems to never be time for he and I just just talk. So finally we planned a day to get out and enjoy each other! We went to a bar for a drink in DC, then headed to a Mexican restaurant, and off to a Nats game in their new stadium. It was wonderful. We were like teenagers, holding hands and being all getty. It was funny. I had a great time and cant wait for our next date! I have planned it out with my sister that she gets two date nights a month and Will and I will get the same!!! Thank goodness for living next to family!!

In front of the new Nat's stadium.

Will was like a kid.. he has so much fun.

The stadium, behind the building to the left is the tip of the Capital building...

I forget his name, he is famous, and threw the first pitch.

Will after the game, they lost, but it was still a great time!

2008-04-06T18:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!

March 29th was a busy day at the Gazes' household. It was Will's 32 birthday and our dear friend, Josh's , wedding. Will just happened to be in the wedding, so we had to hurry our morning along. Will had tons of pictures to take before our 3pm wedding. So I put a candle in Wills favorite donut, and the kids and I sung Happy Birthday Daddy! He loved it. It was a great way to start our day.

My handsome men!
Man, I have the best family!

Willie just wanted to grab the donut!

2008-04-06T17:56:00.000-07:00

Birthday + Wedding = One heck of a good time!

Our dearest friend, Josh married the love of his life, Meredith on Will's birthday. It was an amazing day. I don't think we have ever seen Josh smile so wide. I swear it was ear to ear! He is such an amazing person, and he truly found his soul mate in Meredith. The are the perfect pair. Their families are amazing people, so I know their life together will be a happy one! Meredith was beautiful , and of course our Marines always look HOT HOT HOT in their dress blues. The wedding itself was held in a Catholic church in Arlington. The couple used family priest. And boy were they funny. True Irish Catholics. It was so much fun. Everyone was laughing and crying. I loved that the marines were able to do the traditional marine sword ceremony. I wished i would have done that at my wedding. They also went to the Iwo Jima Memorial and took pictures. I too, wish I would have done that on my big day. The reception was at Ft. Mcnair. That place is breathtaking! The party was a blast. We met so many new and old friends. The food was amazing, the cake was great, the dancing was amazing. I tell you they were out there all night long! It reminded me of my family and the way we all like to PARRRRRTAYYYYYYY. The " Cavan's are now on a two week honeymoon in Tuscany. OHHHHHH, I wish I was with them. I wouldn't have been a bad third wheel.. hmmm.

Josh and Meredith

My hunk .

I love Marines!

The kiss....

My husband smacking Meredith on the bottom ,welcoming her to the Marine Corps.

Dang I love a man in Uniform... we are keeping Wills for dress up. Tee hee hee.

Great Buddies.

I had goosebumps taking this picture. So meaningful!

The yummy cake.

Their first dance.

The happy couple.

Man we were having some serious fun!

Josh shacking his bum.

Our famous self portrait.

Our new friends ,,,, we had a great table!!!

The Three Musketeers.

The priest, Josh's mom, Veronica, and the funny priest!!!!!

My husband made me take him to the new Nat's Park for a fast picture.

My husbands favorite spot, right by the Capital!!!!!

2008-03-30T14:02:00.000-07:00

Easter Dinner at Penny's

Penny and baby Charlie.

Jackie Rose and Nana.

The O'Connells with Baby Jack in the Bun.

My sweet ones.

We are so blessed, these kids just love each other!

What hams!

2008-03-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

He Lives, He Lives, Christ Jesus Lives Today...

I just love that song! Every Easter my family goes to Sunrise Service in Arlington National Cemetery. It is so moving, there is so much history there. When Will and Ryan were deployed to Iraq, Sarah and I were surround by our military family. It was so moving, I still get goosebumps every time I sit there watching the sunrise. If you have never gone, and just happen to be in the area, It really is worth the early morning wake up call.

This years Easter started off much different than most. I woke up at 4, Will to follow shortly after that, got dressed, woke the kids, got them dressed. Will was supposed to wear his dress blues, but some how a ribbon fell off and he was unable to wear it. That started my day off so sad. This was his last Easter to show off his uniform. UHHH. Then before we new it we were running behind. We finally get to Ft. Meyer, ride the bus to the service, we just made it. Willie was doing well. It was very cold but he seemed to be sucking it up. Before we new it, he was getting fussy. Will walked him around, which normally on a good day that would have cheered him up. NOOOOO way, not his time. So Mommy took over, and that didn't work. He just cried harder and louder. He didnt want to be held, but he didn't want to walk. The boy was so confused. He was having a total melt down. So Will and I left our sunrise service, holding a kicking and screaming kid, all the way back to our car. I was so worried. I had no clue what was wrong, and thought he was going to cry himself into a seizure. Thankfully that didn't happen. Once we got into the car, took his jacket off , and turned the heat on, he was a different kid. Will and I had to step back and take a deep breath. It was a big let down for us, it wasn't the Easter morning we had imagined. The serviced ended and Mom, Dad, Deb and JR got back to their cars, and we headed off to the O'club for some breakfast. Man , that went much smoother for us. Willie ate tons of food, well we all did really. Mom and Dad took Jackie back home with them. Will and I took Willie straight home for a nap, and we got to sneak one in as well. Boy we were much more refreshed and ready for our Easter family gathering at the Habib's. (pictures for that to follow) Hopefully everyone had a better start to their Easter than the Gazes'. But in the end, we are so thankful for our little man, melt downs and all. We are blessed with two beautiful children and a loving marriage. And today, Jesus Christ is Risen! Alleluia

The Gazes,,, Jackie was sitting with Mamie
Willie, pre melt down.

Mamie and Jr, isn't the background so breathtaking.

Jackie Rose and Aunt Debbie.

A much happier Willie man!

My sweet princess.

She is going to be a heart breaker!

My beautiful children.

They love each other so much.

Willie just adores Jackie Rose.

A true Daddy's girl.

That food was yummy.

2008-03-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Paulie!

We were able to go out to our favorite restaurant , Cheese Cake Factory, to help Paulie celebrate her birthday. We had so much for getting to hang out with Poppa and Paulie. The food was great and of course the company ROCKED! Willie was having a blast running all over the booth stealing every ones food. Boy that little man can eat! He will put anything in that little mouth of his. He was also loves loves loves to hang all over his sister. Poor girl can't get a moments peace! She is always screaming for him to get off of her, and saying Willie, I need my PRI-BA-CEE. I love hearing her say that. Its so cute! Happy Birthday to Paulie. We had a blast!

I love Willie's face in this picture.

That's my boy, eating my asparagus.

Still hungry, eating Paulies fries and dipping them in tartar sauce, YUCK.

Her Happy Birthday cheesecake.

Once again getting pounced by Willie.

The birthday party gang.

2008-03-22T15:08:00.000-07:00

House of Bounce...

Last weekend we were invited by Jackie Rose's best friend to go to the House of Bounce. Their church had rented it out for the day for their families. We had so much fun. Jackie just loved being able to spend more time with her friend Lilly. Willie was having a blast himself. He was running all over the place. He was climbing and jumping , boy did he sleep good that night! Its so much fun to watch your kids run around and just be a kid! Man they have some energy, if only I had half of that!

My little poser.
That's right, I am walking.

Jackie has no fear!

Willie laughing so hard!

Don't know what he was thinking, maybe it tasted good, or maybe he wanted a kiss..

He couldn't stand for very long, but that didn't bother him.

2008-03-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

St. Patty's Day Parade

If you know me, than you know how much I love my St. Patty's Day! We went the the Manassas parade this year, and it was so much fun. I took tons of pictures, but mostly with my sisters camera. I will post those when she finally sends them to me. Willie enjoyed being outside and being able to walk all over the place. He didn't sit still for one minute. Jackie Rose sat still watching ever group that went by. She was also enjoying having so much family their with us. We couldn't have ask for a prettier day. It was so warm and sunny , Willie was getting a bit burnt. Ouch. I have to pack that suntan lotion in my diaper bag!!! We all went to eat at a local restaurant , were Mommy was able to have her traditional green beer!!! And for only 99 cents! It was a great time! Happy St. Patty's Day everyone!

Daddy lovin' on his little boy!
My " Super Star".

Poppa and Jackie Rose.

My hottie military man!

2008-03-16T05:11:00.000-07:00

Friends, Fun, and Easter Egg Hunts...

Jackie Rose's best friend Lauryn got to come over and spend the day with us on Friday. We had so much fun. It was a beautiful day out so we headed to the park. Willie has learned to love walking these days, making it a bit easier to take him to the park. He spends his time going down the slide face first , swinging , and eating the wood chips. Good times for my little man! He even walks all the way to the park, which is pretty far from our house! I decided to go ahead and put 20 candy filled Easter eggs all around the park. I made Jackie and Lauryn sit down, and not watch were I was hiding them. (don't think that worked out well) Then I counted to 3 and off they went, searching for their eggs. They were running and laughing, all the while Willie was at the end of the slide throwing his wood chips everywhere. The girls had so much fun. It always so nice to see and remember how wonderful life is at 4 years old. How carefree and fun things are. We didn't leave the park without injury though. Poor Willie man walked faster than I could grab him before he went face first on one of the bars. So we have our first little black eye. My poor baby. He didn't cry to long, but man he cried hard when he did. Then he sucked it up and kept on running and playing. It was a great day for all!

2008-03-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

Minni Break Down!!!!!

So I had a mini break down yesterday. First off I had to go out and get Jackie Rose an outfit for her pictures today. I was counting on a dress at Old Navy. Turns out they don't get their dresses in until today . UHHH. So she is wearing a cute pair of jeans a sweet shirt! OH well, not what I wanted but she really does look cute! I came home and Will was giving the kids a bath. He told me Willie had put his head under water. If you know anything about tubes, there is one rule, DON'T GET THE EARS WET. I had bought ear plugs, but Will said he didn't know were they were. UHH, you could have called me. Needless to say, I was freaking out. I called my cousin who is a doctor, and she said he would be fine. I called and left a message for his ENT doctor, and now he has an apt. at 2:45 today. So pray he is fine. I would hate for that bath water to be sitting in the middle of his ears. He seems fine, and I am sure he is , but I need this apt. to put me at ease. I was crying. I had to call my mom to vent. I am just burnt out with having my kids so sick. Willie woke at 3:30 then Jack woke at 4:30, hungry and saying her tummy hurt. Mom says I need to take care of me, because there isn't anyone else who will do it. AMEN, isn't that the truth. I just need to step back and remember I am no good to anyone unless I take care of me. Right now, I just look horrible, feel horrible, and that just sucks. I am gonna work on me one of these days.

2008-03-03T11:41:00.000-08:00

Tag, I'm It!

10 years ago:
The year was 1998! I was in my Junior year of college. My then finance now husband was a Lance Corporal in the USMC. (man how time flew by for my Captain!) I was having fun skipping my social work class every Thursday night for Karaoke at Carlos O'Kellys! Man those were the days. I lived off of beer and chips and salsa! Good times! I worked every weekend of college for my dad as the manager of the cafeteria. I missed allot of good parties but I had money! I was enjoying being apart of ZTA.

Things on my to-do list today:
Take kids to the park. Its an awesome day! Get Jackie Rose her Easter dress so she can wear it for school pictures tomorrow. Finish up my dang laundry. I have gotten so far behind due to all my sickies here! Get the kids a hair cut!!!

What would I do if I was suddenly became a Billionaire?
I would build Will and my dream house! On pots and pots of land! Pay off all of my debt and my families debts! Build my parents, brother and sisters a house, go on a REAL GROWN UP vacation with my husband, and just like Sarah I would definitely give allot of the money to the Wounded Warrior program! I would even make sure there was a NICE hotel for families visiting their marine/soldiers!

Three of my bad habits:
1. Eating an entire row of Oreo cookies in one sitting
2. I let things get to me WAY to easy and WAY to much.
3. Slacking off working out,, can I tell you its been to long to mention!

Five jobs I have had:

1. Life guard at a wave pool (loved that job)
2. Manager at a cafeteria
3. Nanny (did that for spoiled brats,, hated that job)
4. Patient consultant for TLC/Whitten laser eye
5. Prevention Educator (teaching personal body safety and rape prevention to grads k-12)

I tag Alicia and all my friends who read my blog,, get your own blog already!!!!!

2008-03-03T07:14:00.000-08:00

A Sigh of Relief!!

I just wanted to share something with all my blog friends. Last night, I put Jackie Rose to bed, she insisted i sleep with her. So after she fell asleep, and when I finally woke, I went into my bed. Will was already there sleeping, I was so tired, I just snuggled against him and fell asleep. Before I knew it, my alarm was going off. Yes you heard it right. I FINALLY got to sleep through the night. No sick kids waking me up, pooping or puking. It was a restful night. Something I haven't had since January 11th. OH MY GOODNESS, It was so amazing! Just to finally feel what it was like to sleep was awesome! I know , it may be a different story tonight, but for now , in this moment, I am finally well rested.

2008-03-02T11:32:00.001-08:00

Ladies day out.....

Well , Saturday I got to go out to lunch with all the ladies in my family. It was so nice to sneak away for a few hours , away from the kids and all the issues going on with them. Everyone was feeling great, so I felt comfy leaving them alone with Will. Lunch was great. The food was amazing and the company was awesome! Its great to have some adult conversation, and not always talking about sick kids!

I got home, and the kids were happy to see me. Will sure was happy too. It was a long day for him. We had dinner, and it was so hard to get Jack to eat. She hasn't had much of an appetite since being sick last week. But I just tried to think positive. We put the kids down, Willie woke up once for about an hour. Just when my head hit the pillow, little Jackie Rose came running in our room. She had a fever and her tummy was killing her. She was screaming her tummy hurt . It was so sad. She was pooping and puking at the same time. My poor sweet girl. She had a 103' temp, and was just so miserable. She had thrown up the Tylenol i had given her. Man we just couldn't win. She continued this until 10:30 am this morning. She seems to be holding some fluids down, Thank you Lord!

I swear, just when i thought we were out of the woods, then this. I am truly being tested. Sometimes i feel like its just beyond anything i can handle. I hate to see my babies so sick and desperate to feel better. I miss the days of being carefree. Looking forward to the weekends bike rides, park visits, Chuckie Cheeses, and just getting to be healthy seems so long ago. I cant remember the last time we just got to be a happy healthy family. I am burnt out! My babies are burnt out, and poor Will, has to put up with my unstable self! Keep the prayers coming! I cant wait to blog about happy times again!

2008-02-29T09:48:00.000-08:00

Got my tubes in....

Willie finally got his tubes put in this morning. They said no food or drink after midnight. We were hoping he would sleep all night , but we didn't get that lucky. He woke up at midnight, i let him have an ounce of milk to go back to sleep. Then he woke again at 5:30 and was up until the surgery. UHHH, its been a long morning. But hopefully when its all said and done, this will be worth it all! Here are some pictures we took. Our little man was a real trooper!

Right before we left the house.
Right before we got out of the car to the doctors office.

Changing over, doesn't he look so cute!

Mommy had to dress up too, so I could go back while the gave you anesthesia .

Killing time, waiting for the sedation drug to make you tired!

Still full of energy.

I just had to take this picture!

Trying to call someone to get me out of here!

Finally, I am done and can have some juice!

Sleeping on my ride home.

Man I am tired.

2008-02-28T07:03:00.000-08:00

My Big Sister ....

I love that Willie has a big sister! Jackie Rose is so in love with her little brother! Well, I have to admit they have their moments! Jack has been known to push him down a few times. But kids will be kids , Right?! Here are a few pictures from this morning before we left for school. I picked up JR from school and she said she had a headache and wanted to take a nap. Pray for me please. If you know Jack, this just isn't her. She did the same thing yesterday and was out like a light by 4 pm. I just cant take another sickness right now! Tomorrow is Willie's surgery! So if you have some time , his surgery is at 10:15. We have to be there at 9am, and he cant eat or drink anything past midnight tonight. Say a few extra prayers that he sleeps all night and doesn't wake for a bottle he cant have. Its going to be a rough butt morning!!!! Enjoy the pictures!

Willie lovin' on his sissy!

My sweet baby girl. She just melts my heart!

That's right, I love my Bah Bah!

2008-02-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

Cruisin' Right Along....

Willie has been interested in walking for about 2 months. He would stand on his own, cruise along the furniture, maybe take 1 or 2 steps. Jackie Rose was walking by 10 months but Willie man has wanted to take his own time! Finally 3 days ago, he took 3 to 4 steps, then 4 to 5, then all of a sudden 7 to 10 steps at a time. He looks so cute too, like a little Frankenstein. I think he is figuring out , it may be a little easier to walk then to crawl. But don't let that fool you, that boy is a professional crawler!!! I cant believe it, I turn my head for one second and he is already all the way upstairs getting into his sisters room. Jackie cant stand that by the way. Hope you enjoy seeing my boy walk right along! I cant believe how fast my baby is growing. We have been so caught up with all the sicknesses in this house, we haven't had a chance to just sit back and enjoy his little milestones. boo hoo.

2008-02-22T09:55:00.000-08:00

Latest,,,,,

We now all have the flu,,,,, will it ever end??

2008-02-19T07:43:00.000-08:00

ENT Visit

Yesterday we went to the ENT for Willie. Finally he will be getting his tubes next Friday. I am hoping they are the answers to our prayers. The doctor said his one ear is still red, but "not " an ear infection. In Willie terms that means in a day or two he will have another ear infection. His fluid in his ear isnt flowing and well thats going to cause an ear infection. I am going to see my cousin today to have her look at his ear. Thank goodness for family hook ups! Hopefully she will take a good look see and maybe give some more meds. that would keep up good for the surgery , which he cant be sick for. UHH. He is refusing to take his morning nap. Which means a grochy baby for his 2:30 apt. My little boy is so stubborn... wonder were he gets that from????

I sent Jackie Rose off to school today, and on the ways she said Mommy my tummy hurts. I am such a bad mom, I sent her anyways. I cant have her missing so much school! Hopefully she is feeling better by the time she gets home!

2008-02-16T13:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines Day!

I have to say that Valentines Day was the best day! Jackie had a blast at her school party. I took her to chick fil a for lunch , and we had a blast. Willie really digs that play place too! Then Will came home with the most beautiful flowers! To top it off the family got together at the best Japenese Steak houses in Gainesville! Way yummy, and boy were we all full. Then we got home and put everyone to sleep. It was a great valentines day. BUT Then....

Happy Valentines Day everyone!

Jackie,,happy to get some treats!

My pretty flowers!

Half the family..

Sisters

I think we look so cute !

My Mommy and Daddy.

My sweet family of four!

Jackie woke up around mid night , came into our room. She had tinkled her pants, which she doesnt do. Then i picked her up and she was on fire! I couldnt believe it. She was at 104'. I gave her some motrin, and cold compresses! She tried to sleep in bed with us, but she just tossed and turned. I gave her some Tylenol, and man that just wanst working. I couldnt believe that my baby girl, the HEALTY one, was getting so sick. 6 hours later , after going up and town from 103 to 104, my thermometer read 105.1. That was it for me, off to the ER we went. I tell you, its to hard to stay strong. I havent had a healthy house since Christmas. I dont think i can take much more. I have been to the ER and Hospital way way way to much these past few weeks. So we get to the ER , my little girl was awesome. She didnt flinch when the took blood or gave her an IV. She said, Mommy, I am brave, I dont need to cry. Man she was a rock star! Turns out she has a UTI.. UHHHHH. We went for a check up Saturday morning. She was a new kid, no fever, and full of energy. Still pail but so happy. At that point, I thought, Will and I could go on our date night. So my aunt came over , but before she Jackie Rose started to have a fever again. So I was tempeted to back out again, but I gave her her meds and we went. Will and I just needed to step away for a bit. It was nice. We got home and Jr didnt have a fever, but I gave her some meds anyways, just in case. She went to bed , only to wake with a headache and a 102 temp. SHIT,,, I cant take it anymore. I just want to be carefree again. I want to get into my bed and truly sleep, not tossing and turning to every cough i hear or every turn they do. I just want my babies to be healthy. So we went to church today, her fever broke by 7 this morning. She has buggies running out her noise and a cough. But right now she seems ok. But not her spunky self. Willie has his ENT apt. tomorrow. Hopefully we will hear his ears are cleared up, and that we we can get on the road to getting him some tubes! I am just ready to have a healthy house. To be able to plan our weekends. I want to have Willies family 1st birthday party already. Is that to much to ask. We heard from the docts about the mri and the eeg, nothing showed up. So that is great. But now we have to sit and figure out with the neurologist whats really going on. Will and I say its still Febrile seizures! But the neurologist isnt sure. UHHH. So keep your prayers coming. My babies need them, and man Will and I need them. I feel like something is chipping away at my stregnth,, and I am getting weaker by the day! Thats so sad to write but its true. I would much rather be the one laid up sick in the hospital than having my babies go through so much.

2008-02-12T11:47:00.000-08:00

My strong little man!

Here are some pictures of Willie from yesterday. He did well with his mri and eeg. They had to sedate him. It was sad, but he was such a trooper. It was a long day, had to leave the house at 5 am, and didn’t get home till 3pm. We just wait now to hear the results. We go this Monday for his apt. with Potomac ENT. He was diagnosed Friday with his 5th Ear infection. We had just finished his medicine this last Monday for his last ear infection only to be 4 days latter with number 5 ear infection! Shesh. Thanks for your well wishes and prayers. Please keep them going. The power of pray is truly an awesome thing.

Willie before we went into the Sedation unit.
Willie board out of his mind!

Crying when he got the IV in his little arm.

Sleeping right after they gave him those meds.

On his way to MRI, Will and I sat in the room w/ our baby.

Waking up from his sedation.. what a big boy

2008-01-27T12:49:00.000-08:00

The lastest on Willie man...

We had to cancel little Willie’s first birthday party this past Saturday. Friday was a hectic day for the Alexander family! My Uncle Joe went into the hospital because his appendix burst. He is still trying to recover from that. Then my sweet 6 week old nephew went into the ER w/ RSV, double ear infection, and bronchitis. UHH. To top off that day, Willie had his neurologist apt. The plan is to have an EEG next week, and an MRI sometime after that. (he has to be asleep for that one) That doctor also mentioned it may not be febrile seizures due to what we had told him. But all the research we have done leads us to believe it is febrile seizures. At the office, I asked him to look at what is a double pink eye. YUCK. We left Walter Reed , came home and Willie ended up having a seizure. It’s a race against time when it comes to those damn fevers! We had no sleep, he was so sick, green boogies from his nose and eyes! So needless to say the party was off! Then we took him to the doctors Saturday at 12 and they told us he has ANOTHER EAR infection, but this time it’s a double whammy! My poor baby. So they sent us home w/ tons of meds. Jackie Rose and I are just now getting over double pink eye ourselves. Most doctors don’t give meds for that anymore, since its viral and will go away on its own. Thank goodness for eye connections in the family, we got our meds anyhow. Willie has some too, but w/ all the meds and torture we are doing to him now, I figure that could wait. We have an apt on Wed. for a re check of the ear , and hopefully a referral with the ENT doctors. He has had 4 ear infection in 4 months. (can we catch a break or what?) Thursday we go back to Walter Reed for the EEG. So say some prayers that day! For now, Willie is all drugged up on Motrin , Tylenol, and Augmenten. Poor guy. Thank you all for your support and prayers. It’s been so hard for us to watch our baby boy go through so much! Your love and support has defiantly helped us stay strong for our little man!
RC